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Mood: Stressed the fuck outtt !!        

Music:Radiohead- Lucky               

 Quote: I am what I am
I'll do what I want ...

  well so my good friend Carla , drove all the way to boonie town to visit me.. with some of my good friends.. two of em , yup Lianne , and Chad ..  i just met him , yup and they sorta naped me and my bro .. haha pretty fuckin crazy .. i cant belive that i did that shit .. seriously , and how i was shiting bricks not realy... about what the fuck was going to happen when we got back home.. well ok i dont wanna go into fuckin details.. because ya.. all i gotta say.. pretty crazy / fun /streesful / it was alot of stuff.. tired / ya.. k well you guys know what we did...  it was nice chillin , and now im grounded for 3 months.. BUMMER.. well later on.. i`ll get back to you guys later on thanks for reading..

"I was being unorthodox , to my Priorities and yet ... unscathed , left without any hurt / harm..."

Edit: well , all i know is that im sick ass fuck!! and i dont feel good.. etc... and im kinda sad also , because my puppy is sick also.. and she might die , because my dog before had the same like symptoms shes going though.. or whatever.. i dont know.. and like dont realy know what to do ... and like yah...

 MY EMOTION`s HAVE TAKEN OVER ME ... IM SORRY!!!

 JENNI my twin yay!!

HOROSCOPE TIME!! well mine anyways =-)

  You could have some lighthearted moments with your family, steve. You'll be in the mood to play and have fun. You might want to engage in some competitive sports. You could play soccer or football with your kids. Or you could go jogging with your romantic partner. You might even enjoy playing some parlor games inside if the weather outside is frightful. Allow yourself to abandon your usual worries and cares.

sounds like a good idea =) !!

Mood: pretty drained

Song : Yellowcard -One year , Six Months .

Time : 11:17

 Well hello wednessday !! hows it going ... lolz.. k right now im just listening to the von bondies... they fuckin rock ... yup.. freakn dope.. ok then first off we just had a jam sesh ... it was pretty fun.. did Afi ... yup.. then after alot of other songs , that we knew.. old stuff new shit .. whatever, was fun.. and earlier i just watched the last samurai  .. and i was bawling... =( so sad.. jk yeah , im going to end this convo soon.. but not soon enough ... oh yeah , im sad for right now, because THE OC is no more ... for the season .. I say boo to that ... haha yea... and the news said 5 iraqis have been killed ..yup.. and i cant forget , Thanks to you guys who like responded to my post last time about LOVE... you guys are realy cool...  beacause ,like yeah.. you know i feel that no one read my dumb blogs anyways.. and if i put like oh im going to kill myself tonight... no one will stop me !!! muhahah.. not a joke .. kinda like a test for you none readers... k well ..

check out this article i was reading about

Fat Girls In Emo Shirts   And just some anonnymous pics i just posted up ..Have fun you guys .. play safe lates

music : Emery - The secret

Quote :

JENNI WAS' HERE!! xP

                        i løve you my super duper charmin nerd.

         (( the coolest cat everr ))

ya .. new layout .. thanks Jenni  ... lolz.. i love it.. haha is it ok if i change some colors .. k well i`ll hit this up later on !! laters people

 i got the new radiohead cd.. well i dont think its new.. but yeh its fuckin kicks ass !! you guys should get it .. yup yup... well yah.. um.. its just awsome.. i dont know .. just gotta hear it for yourselfs .. uh huh!! well catch ya later on , im fuckin hott ass fuck!! i hate it .. haha k bye bye =)

Edit #2 .. "loves overated."

 Its funny how like "love " can last for so long.. till like it kicks you right in the butt.. and like it sux.. i mean, everything good you two had ... like its gone to waste.. isnt that like shity ?? i mean.. i dont know.. i whould hate to go threw that again.. i dont know... ya , its just crazy to me .. i miss the feeling , and all .. but is it realy love ?? did they realy like me as much as they said they did ?? or did they like you just to like you.. or i dont know..this is the kinda stuff i ask myself sometimes.. i know i should stop sobing .. but , i know im over it , ive moved on... but looking at other people and like there LOVE whatevers.. its like damn , i used to have something like that ... similiar, or whatevers.. ok blah anyways.. im werid, i should not look at the past and hey be happy about the present !! yup .. ok all i wanted to say was , i realy dont think anything will last , because i thought like people will last for a long time.. but you know , sometimes it all just fades away !! like bam!! its gone .. one day its there , then it all gets shot down... like a bullet to whoevers heart you shot... i mean , it herts that much.... but you know you`ll get over it someday .. this is all on that for letter word subject thingy ... ok bye ... end of message.. haha jk well bye now.. um.. tell me if you agree , or disagree .. or whatevers..  but it feels good when its there.. but its not here so it sux !! oh but i thnk im better of single ..

Rachel   pointed out that this was from the movie requirm for a dream ..and now im going to have to get the DVD .. lolz.. k im out

Song: The Juliana Theory -August In Bethany

mood : not realy sure ..

 Hi... yah.. um, xanga is realy f*ing boring... i dont know, hmm.. well i guees all i need up in there is a banner thingy .. right ?? ok yah.. well i have school in like an hour or so ..yeps.. wish me luck on my gah damn test!! thanks.. lolz.. im going to need the luck right now.. i guees.. well yah.. ok bye .. ps .. the weekend was pretty awsome !! even if things didnt go as planed....notthing ever does right ?? lolz.. well alright then/.. peace out sucka !! yep. i`ll write more later on !!

AS IT STANDS
Everything I have in my head, it begins to fade away.
I search for it and I long for it. Now I know it's gone.
Everything has slipped away.

And I'm so overwhelmed. Everything that rests upon my shoulders fell.
I would like to tell anyone who has depended on me for themselves,
"I'm sorry."

Everyone I've held in my arms, I believe I've pushed away.
I would be there if I could be there, but as it stands I'm gone.
Everyone has slipped away.

And don't be overwhelmed:
Everyone that loved me more than I could tell, "I'm sorry."
There's a private hell for anyone who lives to only love themselves.

Everyone has slipped away.
Everything has slipped away.

i did not write it.. so yah but like , hmm.. but yeh.. i just felt that.. because yah!! cant explain ya know.. well alright then.. off the to some other things.. laters

 Now thats a cool picture... thanks my favorite nerdy .. lolz..